“First Love”

I had read this note when I found myself being defeated by the enemy LONG TIME ago.
It captured my heart and realized that life is wretched without JESUS.

FIRST LOVE
(whisper in the wind)

Before YOU were my first love
The world gets rid of me because I ‘am different from them.
My friends have forsaken me and left me so lonely with pains.
Even though, I was still so glad because I know that YOU’RE always by my side.
You’ll never forsaken me as long as I’ll follow YOUR will.
Though with tears, I’ am happy as can be.

But now my precious LORD, I’ve been deceived by the world.
I have forsaken YOUR wonderful love,
YOUR will I forgot and disobeyed.
I took my holiness and put on worldliness.

Before, only YOUR word is on my lips
But now, I even have ashamed to proclaim YOUR glorious word.
And now my heart is overflowing with tears
Cause I found a wider road, but I lost YOU.

LORD have mercy now on me
I have gone astray from YOUR will.
Forgive me now I pray,
I’m willing to loss all I have now
Just to be with YOUR loving arms again.
Create in me a clean heart
And rekindle my first love, this I pray.