Thursday, August 21, 2014

NO TO DEATH PENALTY

So anung gustong palabasin ng nagkumpara nito ??
Ang gayahin ang mga bansang HINDI NANINIWALA KAY KRISTO AT SA MGA KRISTIYANO??

please be a real Christian!!! PHILIPPINES is a Christian Country...

Our dearest LORD JESUS CHRIST CAME HERE FOR THE SINNERS AND NOT FOR THE RIGHTEOUS。。。

LET US CONDEMN THE “SINS” NOT THE “SINNERS”。。。

wala tayong karapatang kuhain ang pagkakataon sa bawat isa na magbago at magkaron ng buhay na walang hanggan kapiling ang mahal na PANGINOONG HESUS...

LET GOD RULE OVER OUR NATION!!!
pairalin ang batas...
Gaano man kasakit ang nangyari!!!

please say NO TO DEATH PENALTY

Marami kaming kapatiran na dating NPA, WANTED, KRIMINAL, HOLD UPPER, SNATCHER, DRUG ADDICT, DRUG PUSHER, MANGINGINOM, SUGAROL AT LAHAT NG URI NG SALOT Sa LIPUNAN....

lahat sila nagnais baguhin ang kanilang sarili ngunit hindi nila kayang gawin...
NGUNIT NG MAKAKILALA SILA SA TUNAY NA DIYOS NA AMING PINAGLILINGKURAN, LAHAT NG MGA YAN AY PINALITANG NG TAKOT SA DIYOS AT BINAGONG LUBOS ANG BUHAY NILA
Ang buhay dating masama, makasalanan at walang pag-asa sa buhay Ngayo'y nagpapatotoo na sila ay lubusang binago. At patuloy na nabubuhay upang paglingkuran ang Diyos sa pamamagitan ng pagbabahagi ng patotoo at banal na salita ng ating pinakamamahal na Panginoong HESUS。。。

Walang imposible sa DIYOS...
Ang aming banal na gawain ng JESUS MIRACLE CRUSADE INTERNATIONAL MINISTRY, sa unang panalangin ng aming iginagalang na mahal na pastor Wilde E. Almeda ay nagsusumikap na maipaabot ang salita ng Diyos sa lahat lalo na sa mga makasalanan...

Please act and think like a human...
Ang buhay ng nawala ay hindi na maibabalik sa pamamagitan ng isang buhay pa...

TAO LANG PO TAYO.. WALANG KARAPATAN KUHAIN ANG BUHAY NG BAWAT ISA...

ANG ATING PINAKAMAMAHAL NA PANGINOONG HESUS NGA KAYANG MAGPATAWAD KAHIT GANO PA KABIGAT ANG KASALANAN NATIN,
TAYO PA KAYA NA BASAHAN LANG SA HARAPAN NIYA!!!!

BE PROUD THAT WE ARE A CHRISTIANS...

JESUS LIVES WITHIN OUR HEARTS AND HE RULES OUR LIVES!!!

GOD BLESS US ALL PO!!

Friday, August 15, 2014

Great living testimony

For the 2nd time, his testimony made me cried again...
So blessed....

PANOORIN AT PAKINGGAN NIYO PO ANG TESTIMONY NG AMING MAHAL NA KAPATID SA PANGINOON

HOW OUR DEAREST LORD JESUS CHRIST CHANGED HIS LIFE THROUGH THE JESUS MIRACLE CRUSADE INTERNATIONAL MINISTRY
BY THE PRAYER OF OUR DEARLY BELOVED AND HONORABLE PASTOR WILDE ESTRADA ALMEDA....

8-9-14 JMCIM Main Church Overnight Prayer: Testim…: http://youtu.be/AFMQnY6-Rws

Monday, August 11, 2014

IN GOD'S OWN PERFECT TIME ( THE TRUE MEANING OF LOVE. . . ) .

one early morning,in my habitual prayer with JESUS,

i asked an exciting question.

dear GOD,i'm about to commit my self to felt in love with.

could i take her now?

but JESUS answered"no",not until youre satisfied,fulfilled and contented with love by me alone.

you need to give your self totally unreserve to me,because in me your satisfaction is to be found.

when you learn to commit yourself to me alone,only then is the right time for you to be capable at a human relationship that i have planned for you,long before you thought about it.

you will never learn to speak and understand the true language of love until you hear me speak it.

you will never learn how it is to love and to be loved until you feel the tender touch of my love.


i want you to stop wishing and allowing me to step in and give you the most surprising and exciting plan that you could never imagine.

you are my child,i want you to have the best.

please allow me to bring it to you.

fix your eyes in me and expect the greatest thing and you watch...

keep experiencing the satisfaction that i bring.

learn all things that i tell you and be patient,

just wait...

my beloved child,dont be anxious.

do not worry,

dont look around and feel envy at the things other may have got.

youre different because i love you so much.


dont look at things you think you want or like.

they may not be the things i want for you!

look up straight at me because you might miss what i want to show you.

and then,when you are ready,i'll surprise you with a far more wonderful that you would never ever dreamed of.

but i wont let you have it until you are ready and the one i have prepared for you is ready,

until you are both satisfied exclusively with the life i have planned for both of you.


my dear child i want you to enjoy the love that i gave to you.

believe and be satisfied with me.

do not murmur or haste that youve been waiting for so long now.

"i know the perfect time to give you my answer",

they are never too Late and never too soon, trust me.

BELIEVE AND TRUST ME.


Sunday, August 10, 2014

HOLD ME (feat. tobyMac) . Lyrics:

INTRO:
[TobyMac:](I love, I love, I love, I love the way You hold me) x 3
(I love, I love, I love, I love the way Ya, the way Ya)

VERSE 1:
I’ve had a long day,
I just wanna relax
Don’t have time for my friends,
no time to chit-chat
Problems at my job,
wonderin’ what to do
I know I should be working but I’m thinking of You and
Just when I feel this crazy world is gonna bring me down
That’s when Your smile.comes around

CHORUS:
Oh, I love the way You hold me,
by my side You’ll always be
You take each and every day,
make it special in some way
I love the way You hold me,
in Your arms I’ll always be
You take each and every day,
make it special in some way
I love You more than the words in my brain can express
I can’t imagine even loving You less Lord,
I love the way You hold me
Whoa oh oh oh oh oh
oh,Oh whoa, I love the way You hold me
Whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh

[TobyMac]:
(I love, I love, I love, I love the way You
hold me) x 3
(I love, I love, I love, I love the way Ya)

VERSE 2:
Well Ya, took my day and You flipped it around
Calmed the tidal wave and put my feet on the ground
Forever in my heart,
always on my mind
It’s crazy how I think about You all of the time
And just when I think I’m ’bout to figure You out (figure You out)
You make me wanna sing and shout

(CHORUS)

BRIDGE:
I’m so grateful and thankful for all You’ve done
Wish I could tell You in a short story or poem
But, all I have is my voice and this guitar
And You have my heart

CHORUS 2:
Oh, I love the way You hold me,
by my side You’ll always be
You take each and every day,
make it special in some way
I love the way You hold me,
in Your arms I’ll always be
You take each and every day,
every day, every day
Oh, I love the way You hold me,
by my side You’ll always be
You make each and every day,
oh-so- special
I love the way You hold me,
in Your arms I’ll always be
You take each and every day,
make it special in some way
I love You more than the words in my brain can express
I can’t imagine even loving You less Lord,
I love the way You hold me
Whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh, oh whoa,
I love the way You hold me
Whoa oh oh oh oh oh oh, oh I love

[TobyMac:]
(I love, I love, I love, I love the way You holdme) x 3
(I love, I love, I love, I love the way Ya, the wayYa)

OUTRO:
[TobyMac:]
(I love, I love, I love, I love the way You hold me) x 2
(I love, I love, I love, I love the way You hold me, hold me, hold me)

Para sa’yo aming ina

"PARA SAYO AMING INA"
-eday- .

Sa araw-araw na pagsisikap
At buong buhay na paghihirap
Lagi kang na’ron sa aming tabi
At sa’miy tila isang bayani

Bakit nilisan ating tahanan
At nanahan sa dayuhang bayan?
Marahil ito'y para din sa’min
Upang pamilya’y di na maghirap

Di makatiis sa ating bayan
Ang bayang puno nang kahirapan
Na halos lahat ay nais lisan
Kapag sila ang nangangailangan
Na dulot ay lungkot sa pamilya

Ngunit ina sayo’y alala
Kalagayan mo’y nais Makita
Pangungulila sa iyong pag-alis
Iyong kaligtasa’y laging nais

Sa bawat araw na dumarating
Nais lang ay ang iyong pagdating
At kompletong pamilya sa wakas,
Magbabalik sa dating sigla.

[ I made this last 2007 for our journal in Filipino 1, when I was in first year college... ]

“First Love”

I had read this note when I found myself being defeated by the enemy LONG TIME ago.
It captured my heart and realized that life is wretched without JESUS.

FIRST LOVE
(whisper in the wind)

Before YOU were my first love
The world gets rid of me because I ‘am different from them.
My friends have forsaken me and left me so lonely with pains.
Even though, I was still so glad because I know that YOU’RE always by my side.
You’ll never forsaken me as long as I’ll follow YOUR will.
Though with tears, I’ am happy as can be.

But now my precious LORD, I’ve been deceived by the world.
I have forsaken YOUR wonderful love,
YOUR will I forgot and disobeyed.
I took my holiness and put on worldliness.

Before, only YOUR word is on my lips
But now, I even have ashamed to proclaim YOUR glorious word.
And now my heart is overflowing with tears
Cause I found a wider road, but I lost YOU.

LORD have mercy now on me
I have gone astray from YOUR will.
Forgive me now I pray,
I’m willing to loss all I have now
Just to be with YOUR loving arms again.
Create in me a clean heart
And rekindle my first love, this I pray.

IMAGINE!!!

Truly our Almighty Father's creations were made perfected!!!
How can i say it?!?...
halimbawa sa mukha...
Try to imagine that your nostrils (butas ng ilong) were placed upward, instead of downward.
For sure you'll get drown if ever the rain falls or every time you'll take a bath...
Another thing,
Imagine your eyes without eyebrows. When u get sweat at tumulo ang pawis mo sa nuo dirediretso yun sa mata mo, wala kasing mag-aabsorb, istorbo diba?? You'll keep on winking...
Eh what if yung talukap ng mata naman together with your eyelashes nagkapalit sila ng location ng eye bags mo, i mean ng eyelid sa ilalim,
nai-imagine mo ba, kung paano matatakpan ang eyeballs ng mga mata mo pag may pawis, luha or ulan na tumulo?? Pangit diba?? Salo pa rin, kahit ipikit mo mata mo kasi walang seal..

Eh how about the appearance of your lips??
What if permanent na ang kulay, like your favorite
shades of blue, red, black or pink??
Same with your nails…
what if your nails were all colored
permanently??
Ganda naman… ganda tignan nuh?? Colorful! Kaya lang there’s possibility if anemic or low blood ka na at super di mo na kinakaya dahil sa sobrang sama ng pakiramdam mo, nobody will notice about your condition and no one could give you some help, care, advice or sympathy
with your situation unless you’ll tell them,
kasi naman hindi nila mapapansin specially all the medical practitioners. All of them could see if there’s a problem with the patient through
physical examination,
and one of the method to know if someone has a good blood circulation is
through pinching the nail bed and looking at your lips. How could they do it if our lips and nails
have color permanently??

SEE?? Have you realized the importance of being what you are??
Everything what we have in our body has their own purposes…
even the smallest part of it has its own function…
because we were created by our Perfect Creator our LIVING GOD…
kaya nga don’t destroy or make any changes with your body…

REMEMBER that our body needs to be HOLY,
because OUR BODY IS THE TEMPLE OF OUR LIVING GOD!
Tayo ang tagapag-alaga ng templong ito.
Take note TAGAPAG-ALAGA, “CARE TAKER” hindi
taga sira or taga-renovate ng templo.
We don’t own this body that’s why we need to keep the Holiness of our GOD’s temple…
(wag mong ubusin at kalbuhin ang kilay mo at gawing guhit ang mga ito.
Wag mong pinturahan ang mukha at mga kuku mo,
wag mong dumihan at sa halip ay linisin mo at panatilihing banal…)

Tayo ay inatasang pangalagaan ang templo nang MAHAL NA PANGINOON upang magamit sa pagpupuri, paglilingkod at pagbabahagi ng SALITA ng ating PINAKAMAMAHAL NA PANGINOONG HESUS.
We are a Christian now, a Christian who will give worship to our LIVING GOD in Spirit and in truth..
we are all new creatures and we were taught not to conformed to this world by our parent’s in the LORD …

"AND BE NOT CONFORMED TO THIS WORLD: but be ye transformed by renewing of ur mind,
that ye may prove what is that good, ang acceptable, and perfect will of GOD" -Romans 12:2-

-MAKE SENSE-

Saturday, August 9, 2014

my last note, made in the Philippines... sa susunod imported na.. ahahaha...

Posted on Facebook on MARCH 24, 2014

before my flight going to Taiwan...


my last note, made in the Philippines... sa susunod imported na.. ahahaha...

WHAT'S ON MY MIND?!?

hmmmm.. few hours na lang wala na ko sa pilipinas...
few hours na lang iba na environment ko...
few hours na lang iba na kasama ko hanggang sa mga susunod na araw...
few hours na lang iba na takbo ng buhay ko...

parang ang hirap isipin...

parang kailan lang tinatanong pa lang ako ni mama kung okay lang sakin mag-abroad... kung gusto ko daw mag taiwan... ang sagot ko??
edi "AYAW"... ayuko, kung mag-aabroad man ako sa ibang country, ibang trabaho at sa ibang pagkakataon.. pero wala ehhh, no choice... dun din bagsak ko... hahaha
katawa si mama, tinanong pa ko kung gusto ko daw ba?, e siya din naman nasunod.. ahaha..

pero sabi nga nila "mother's know's best"... sabagay, after kong mkagraduate ng college super thankful aq sknya dahil narating ko kung nasaan man ako ngayon...
ngayong itatry ko to, malay ba nating magugustuhan ko din ang career na to tulad ng pagtanggap ko sa B.S. Nursing na course ko and eventually minahal ko na din...

nung unang narinig ko ang abroad.. ang saya ko..
makakasakay ako ng airplane,
makakameet ako ng foreigner, mkakatuntong aq ng ibang country
at.... at.... mapapalapit na ko sa kinaroroonan ng meteor garden cast...
grabe...
kala ko noon ganun kasimple lang ang lahat..
Magiging madali gaya ng nabivisualize nang isip ko

Pero noong nag-uumpisa na kong kompletuhin ang mga requiremnts ko, unti-unti kong nararamdaman ang lungkot at kaba... ang dami ko kasing "AKALA"

akala ko wala akong mararamdamang home sick dahil high school pa lang ako, nag abroad na si mama...
nung magcollege naman aq, kung saan-saan na ko nakatira, apartment/ boarding house ng mga friends & classmate ko...
nung magtrabaho na aq, nagbed space naman ako... So I thought, I have nothing to worry about ...

But all of those thought turns out wrong...
Mas malala pa pala sa homesick na yun yung mararamdaman ko lalo na pag naiisip kong walang banal na gawain sa pupuntahan ko...
Mas mapapadali siguro ang lahat kung alam kong may banal na gawain ng JESUS MIRACLE CRUSADE INTERNATIONAL MINISTRY akong dadatnan...

Naisip ko tuloy na hindi pagpapala tong trabaho na ibinibigay sakin ng mahal na Panginoon.
Naisip ko, isa itong napakahirap na pagsubok para sakin...
Pagsubok kasi:
...Kailangan kong bumaba ng choir
...walang gawain doon ng JMC
...Sinusubok ako ng mahal na Panginoon kung hanggang saan ang faith ko
...Kung kakayanin kong panindigan ang faith ko kahit na nasa malayo ako
At kung anu-ano pa...

Kahi na hindi pa ko complete requirements pero grabe na ang tulo ng luha ko everytime na mag-isa ako at maiisip kong hindi na ko makakaattend, di na ko makakajoin ng choir singing at hindi na ako singles choir member...

On my 4th, 3rd, & 2nd weeks before ng scheduled flight ko  pa-grabe ng pa-grabe yung lungkot na nararamdaman ko... Dumagdag pa yung mga comments nung nakaalam...
Dumating pa sa point na habang umaawit ako kasama ng singles choir sa riser at kumakanta ng Prince of Peace e tumutulo na yung luha ko, as a result ayun mali-mali choreo ko...
Next sunday naman etong si ate arnz kung anu-ano pinagsasabi nung practice, halos gusto ko na nga umiyak dun, pero good thing kinaya ko pang pigilan so I decided not to join the choir singing on that day.
Ayokong magkamali ulit ng choreo, baka kasi umiyak nanaman ako habang kumakanta ng Ancient of Days.
I walked faster than usual...mabilis na ko maglakad pag ordinary walk ko lang, pero nabreak ko pa rin yung record ko
Ramdam ko kasing tutulo na luha ko, pag akyat ko ng stair tinanong pa ko ni ate jo, ayun natuluyan yung luha kong pumatak. Good thing kasi solemn song na yung inaawit ng youth choir...
Parang ang bilis ng mga araw!
Another sunday had passed at dumating na si 2nd to the last sunday, sinikap kong makajoin ng choir singing & we sang King of Majesty ...
1st stanza palang tumulo na naman yung makulit kong luha. Gusto ko ng dukutin yung panyo ko at itulak pabalik sa mga mata yung luha ko pero ayaw kong gumalaw.
Kaya tingala, tingala at tingala ang pinag gagawa ko...
Sobra-sobrang luha lumabas sa mata ko, panu ba naman kasi yung lyrics, di ko alam kung panu ko ieexplain yung feeling ko nun...

Stanza 1

YOU know that I love You
You know that I want to know You so  much more
More than I have before
(panu ko na gagawin to kung mapapalayo ako sa church?)

This words are from my heart
This words are not made up
I will live for You
I' am devoted to You
(dearest Lord Jesus, I really meant this lyrics... Ayun blurred na paningin ko)

pre chorus

King of Majesty
I have one desire
Just to be with You my Lord
JUST TO BE WITH YOU MY LORD
(nagkochoreo pa ko pero wala na atang boses na lumalabas sa pagkanta ko..ngongo na kasi ako..)

Chorus
Jesus You are the Savior of my soul
And forever and ever I'll give my praises to You

Inulit pa yung song at nairaraos ko naman,at habang kumakanta isa lang ang naiisip ko...
Bilang na ang mga araw ko na mkakaawit sa banal na pulpito, sa riser na kinatatayuan ko ng mga sandaling yun kasama ang grupo na sobrang minahal ko for 5 years and 10 months + 4 months as under observation...
pero syempre di kompleto ang pag-awit kapag di nagkamali ... at ayun... Poofffff, may mali nanaman...

Grabe, di ko mapigil pag iyak ko nun..
Nagmadali nanaman ako bumalik sa duty ko sa 1st aisle, todo punas ng luha, pero lumuluha pa rin...
Jesus Finest Generation Choir singing na...
Continuation ng pagluha with murmur on the side(patawarin talaga ako ng mahal na Panginoon)

Kinausap ko ulit ang mahal na Panginoon, sabi ko
"bat kasi kailangan ko pang umalis, diba pwede Mo naman po akong pagpalain kahit dito lang sa pilipinas? Bakit sila, bakit sila pinagpala naman dito so bakit hindi ako?...
Pwede po bang pahirapan Mo na lang po ako sa mga requirements ko?
Ayoko ng umiyak...

Pero nawawala yung lungkot ko everytime na maaalala kong ipinagpray ako ni bel.kuya wil during bonding namin.. Ang sarap sa pakiramdam..

Natapos yung service, nagbonding, picturan kwentuhan at nagpractice ng iaalay sa friday. Ang matagal ko ng request na "I keep falling in love".

Dumating ang thursday, nagpunta ako ng fasting house sa sauyo at naiyak nanaman ako habang kausap si nanay mila... Mejo nacomfort naman ako sa mga sinabi ni nanay..
After magpuri, manalangin, nagbasa ako ng bible at ang saya ko kase mejo stress reliever yung verse na pinabasa ng mahal na Panginoon...

PSALMS
115:12 The LORD hath been mindful of us:
he will bless us;
he will bless the house of Israel;
he will bless the house of Aaron.
115:13 He will bless them that fear the LORD, both small and great.
115:14 The LORD shall increase you more and more, you and your children.
115:15 Ye are blessed of the LORD which made heaven and earth.

Nagbigay pa ng mga verses si nanay mila kinabukasan at nagshare pa ng mga words of encouragement...
& I was so blessed...
Ever since talaga, ang fasting house ang takbuhan ng mga Christian ng JMCIM brethren...
Mejo ok na pakiramdam ko..
Feeling ko kakayanin ko na to, ready na talaga ako..
Tama sila "God has a better plan than we have for our selves"
Di ko man alam kung anu yun, siguradong may purpose ang mahal na Panginoong Hesus kung bakit Niya ako pinahintulutang makaalis ng bansa...
& I' am looking forward to see what it is...
Sabi nga sa song
"God is too wise to be mistaken
God is too good to be unkind
So when you don't understand
When you don't see His plan
When You can't trace His hand
TRUST HIS HEART"

my 2nd to the last friday service,
Pinagpala kaming maialay yung song na prinaktis namin.
Salamat sa mga effort ng mga nakasama ko natuloy ang isa sa request kong song..
Salamat din kahit na hindi nakajoin yung iba, alam ko namang ginawa nila yung best nila para madamayan kami..
Higit sa lahat, salamat sa mahal na Panginoon, sa pagkakataon na maalayan Siya ng papuring awit at sa talentong ipinagkaloob Niya kahit na hindi kami karapatdapat para sa mga pagpapalang ito.
Nakapagtestify din ako...
Salamat sa mahal na Panginoon mejo ok na ko..
Salamat sa panalangin ng mahal na pastor Wilde Almeda (a true man of faith)

Sunday service na ulit..

My last sunday service...
We sang My Redeemer lives..
Buti na lang magaan na pakiramdam ko...
Di na ko umiiyak during joyful song...
Di rin ako nagkamali sa choreo...
During our solemn song
"Hossana"
Kung dati puro kalungkutan talaga yung naramdaman ko for 3 consecutive sundays, this time
My heart filleds' with thankfulness and joy...
Habang umaawit sa mahal na Panginoon, ang nasasabi ko na lang

"SALAMAT"
Salamat mahal na Panginoon dahil isa ako sa kinahabagan Mo na mapabilang sa grupo ng Singles Choir...
Salamat po sa masayang choir days ko kasama tong mga to...
Pagpalain Nyo pa po ang mga papuring awit na aawitin nila at patuloy na kahabagan ang bawat isa...
I'll treasure all those moments na kasama ko sila...
Salamat po...

THAT'S HOW I SUFFERED FROM MY HOMESICKNESS SPIRITUALLY...

Di ko alam kung anu kakahinatnan ng pag alis ko in the future, but I know how our dearly beloved and honorable pastor kneeled, fast and pray for us...
Kaya alam ko na san man ako makarating, ang mahal na Panginoon ang kasama ko..
I' am going to trust all His plan, though dati ang tingin ko sa pag alis kong ito ay trials at hindi blessing...

All I' am praying as of now is for my faith won't fade until His coming..
Na manatili ang takot ko sa Kanya (sa mahal na Panginoon) kahit nasa malayo ako...
Paalalahanan Niya ako tuwing magkakamali at magkukulang..
Patuloy na Tuwirin, ibigin at patawarin sa lahat ng oras...

Sabi nga sa kanta ni gary v.
"Teach me to trust in You with all of my heart
To lean not on my own understanding
I just forget He only give what I can bare
take me out of the dark my Lord
Cause I don't want to be alone
So take me out of the dark my Lord
I don't wanna be there"

These lines from different songs will be my strength to overcome my trials as I go on to my new journey;

"We've got a victory
Eerything will be alright, alright
Cause we're on the winning side"

"I'll never forget what You've done for me
I'll always remember how You set me free
Down through the years You never failed me yet
I'll never forget"

Everyday with You Lord is sweeter than the day before

Mamimiss ko tong kantahin

"Glad to be in God's service (3x)
One more time"